Thursday, August 19, 2010
Life Is Unfair!
Hi my blog, i'm afraid i'm gonna rant something on you again!
tell me what i've done wrong?
what is everyone around me so fuck up lately?!
treat like you god when they need you, threw you aside once they gotten it arh?
some friends can even quarreled with you over his goddess girlfriend.
block/delete you in facebook just because you set your display picture as his favourite idol?
gave you attitude when as they wish?
talk to you when as they wish?
taking you for granted when as they wish?
worst still, no matter what you did to them, they will only look at your bad/mistakes you've done in their life!!!!!
i wonder, why am i doing all this?
waking up 15minutes early for every morning to meet you for school.
even though 15minutes of sleep is so damn important for me, but i just afraid i might be late.
and afraid you might wait for me for too long.
sometimes you ended your lesson early, and i asked you go home first.
is because, i felt stress and guilty when you still have to wait for me in the morning and yet after school?
but i know you hate going home alone, so sometimes i will try my best to rush my work in class.
in games, i will try my best to give you some money or items, to help you out.
though i know all those savings are for my future, but i know you need them now.
i just have to keep quiet even though, everytime i received those attitude messages from you.
cause i know you're not in your best mood when you just break off with your girlfriend.
and now, you saying that i'm giving you sacastics words?!
yes, i did gave you attitude sometimes.
but i still know when to apologies!
hmph, what else can i say then?
whatever i do, is always not enough arh?
no matter what i've done.
people will always look at my negative sides!
all i want is a friend who can treat me back just like how i treated them.
now i'm being treated like this is it because i'm also in this way?
okay then, i'm totally speechless.
thats it! enough, i totally give up now!
i really have no idea what i should do now?!
Today's Mood: Disappointed!
SignOff: 7.40Pm
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Friends?
안녕하세요!
feeling damn sleepy right now but i still wish to write something for today.
school is fun as per normal, laugh and laugh till my jaws gets tired and sour!!
but the projects are killing me!
i will always look forward for another day in school if the projects are willing to get lesser!
but i believed, as long my classmates is around, it shouldnt be that tough! :)
i'm not a person who knows how to express my feelings well but i just wish i could get to a quiet place, just me, myself, alone.
mood swing like hell during this few days and i've no idea whats gotten into me.
sometimes i just dont feel like talking much even though theres nothing bothering me!
things around me just gets more and more complicated and all i wish was just some peace.
if i have the courage and money, i would have left this place long ago.
Friends?
may i know the definition of the word, Friends?
to me: a friend is one of the nicest things you can have, but it might turn out to be one of the worst nightmare you ever had. a friendship need both parties to step in, if one chosen to step out, its not gonna works.
why some friends are so selfish and ungrateful? 왜?!
i just wish to know that.
i tried my very best to help all my friends when they're in their lowest point and all i wish was just a appreciation.
maybe i'm still not in my very best yet, maybe.
i gained many friends, but meanwhile, i also lost many friends too.
its hard to built a long ever lasting friendship, but a single mistake you've said or done can end everything in a blink of eye.
sometimes i just wish to say this right infront of those who dont appreciate for what they have: Fuck Off! dont be a noob burden in life!
felt much more better after ranting everything here!
shall listen and sing some songs to calm myself now.
안녕히 주무세요, 안녕히 가세요!
Today's Mood: Upset!
SignOff: 11.26Pm
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Am I Capable?
Trying to write something while my brain is still fresh.
well, gotta admit my blog is completely dead!
i've no idea why i've stopped ranting/sharing my feelings with my blog.
maybe NicholasOng gotten stronger or self storage getting wider?
nah, i believe theres more for me to improve!
or else i wont still be here!
school life was normal, managed to maintained my 4, and i'm glad about my effort!
well, now, brand new term of school, type B subjects (no exams)!
this term gonna be easy and relax for everyone, but i assumed its not gonna apply on me!
its seems to have plenty of stuff waiting for me and i shall not list it out.
life in Singapore is getting boring, how i wish i get to go somewhere far far away.
get to experience new life, new foods, and of course, make new friends.
i wonder if does anyone in this world still puruit of their dreams to continue living?
that will be great isnt it? envy*
arent feeling so good today, after reading a news and some school stuff.
life just dont go the way we want ya?
hais, i will try to cheer up and look for the brighter side.
like i said, a smile can solve many difficulties in life.
even if it cost you to put on a fake smile, you just have to do it ya?
hwaiting!!!
okay, heading off to bed now.
sleeping early though my lesson starts at 1 tomorrow.
will try to practice sleeping early now.
health come first ya?
잘자요
Today's Mood: Disappointed.
SignOff: 11.01pm
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Whine & Whine!
Yeah! finally i'm free from all the stupid stressful exams!
after weeks of chionging studies, is like finally can?
but still, struggling from the results!
LAN paper was pretty easy but WLAN was.....
BLOODY HELL SUCKER!
did all the past year papers/revisions/writing downs notes/book surfing and the paper turned out shitty!
WHAT IS THIS MAN?!
anyway, i guess no more GP4 for me, really!
now i'm gonna suffer for the next 2 weeks thinking about my results and will only calm down till i get to see them!
i hope i will smile rather than cry on that very day!
okay, theres another thing i will wish to rant it here!
what the hell is wrong with this June holiday?
everyone is enjoying their life staying at home sleeping like a bunch of logs while i still got to wake up early for the stupid poly AutoCad course!
what the fuck can?
may i know when is SP having their god damn holiday?!
i want my sleep so badly!!! :(
went for AutoCad revision today and it turned out pretty great.
finally, i able to catch up and learned a few techniques!
usually the computers that i've chosen is always different from the rest, always!
but i'm glad, today i'm still managed to followed the lesson and of course, without the computer giving me any problems.
right after the lesson, everyone was discussing where should we lunch at.
and our dear classmates (they should know who are they!) keep mentioning KATONG LAKSA, KATONG LAKSA, KATONG LAKSA!!!!
the trip from Sengkang to Dover and from the start of the lesson till the end!
at last it took us an hour to decide which location sell the best laksa!
Tada!
ClayPot Laksa!
how should i describle it?
hmm?
it tasted more like curry than laksa gravy.
spicy cury laksa?
well, you gonna try it out yourself :D
i know i'm like a idoit.
but i'm surprised to know this type of bus without air-conditioner still exist!
i thought almost all transport upgraded?
LOL
and, anyone can spot something from this photo?
XD
shall end my day here!
tired but a fun day with my classmates!
it took us so long to get to our destination but its still a memorable day.
expecting more 'food hunting' in the future.
opps! almost forgot.
i just got my white iphone today! :P
after waited for months, finally got it!
but.........
i've no idea how to use it, i'm still new to it can!~ :(
wahaha!
its time for the whole world to hold on an 'Apple'
Today's Mood: Best :D
SignOff: 11.15 pm
Saturday, May 15, 2010
End My Suffers!
Wow, this blog is completely dead!
its been ages since i visit my own blog.
busy with project, presentation, class tests etc which lead me neglect my blog.
i believe i'm not the only one ya?
check out all the links in my blog, and you should know what i mean.
my exam is around the corner, 2 more weeks left and i'm not ready for it yet!
time seems so short and my schedule seems so packed!
how i wish there is 25hours per day instead of 24!
even an hour can do a bunch of stuff!
sad to say this, but i'm afraid no more GPA 4 for this year.
i still dont get what the book is talking about!
okay, i guess thats pretty bad!
totally in deep shit now! :(
i miss my holiday and sleep so badly!
how i wish all this suffering could end as soon as possibile, struggling like hell!
friends around still able to enjoy their relationship problem!
and here, i am 'enjoying' my school work everyday!
is like, what the fuck can?
looks like NicholasOng have to stay single for the rest of his life :P
yes! single, and born to counsel people!
trust me, i have been doing that lately!
and guess what, is not that easy to be a counsellor!
its really hard to make those stubborn hard brains to works and think!
life still have to continue, be positive man!
but i wont give up and quit this 'job'.
i want people around me i care, to stay happy and put on a smile with them everyday.
what is my motive, you ask?
i dont wish to live in a world fill with walking emo zombies!!
living in that kind of world is like, you're the only carefree one and the rest is so dead.
that will make you feel odd and extra ya?
LOL!
Cupcakes made from JingXuan!
1 May Outing
GuoWei's 18th Birthday and Drinking Session.
shall end here now.
i wonder when will be my next post? next month?
LOL, depends.
hereby wish everyone all the best for your exam and good luck in your relationship :D
and people, dont forget to smile :D
Oyasuminasai!
Today's mood: Sick! :(
SignOff: 11.53 Pm
Saturday, April 17, 2010
School Life
a completely blank bus 72!
scenery of suntec.
Raffles Hotel.
I shall post everything while my mind is still fresh.
its just the first week of school and i'm enjoying my school life!
everyday, there is always fun and laughter going on without fail!
i starting to love school more than anything else. XD
went to Suntec with Aidil and Ben, to get our project stuff and wander aimlessly around the malls.
lunched at Niwa Sushi and thats where i started whining.
i've no idea whether you guys will read this, but please keep it to yourself ya.
its something that i kept with me for quite sometime.
finally, feeling much more relieved to be able to ranted it out.
but somehow i still think its too unfair!
anyway, you guys sure know what i takes to be a real listener ya?
haha, is fun hanging out with you guys.
but please, control yourself when it comes to music!!
i'm starting my own self study starting from Monday.
time is running up.
still rushing on my projects, presentation slides, cca and the singapore poly course held every friday.
pray hard that i'm able to get over all this shits before i fall from any weird illness.
Today's Mood: Exhausted!
SignOff: 1.40 Am
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Last Day.
Today is the last day of my holiday.
and i only have an hour to update my dead blog before i get myself in bed.
sleep for nearly less than 2 hours today, just to prevent myself from suffering insomnia, pathetic ya?
cant remember most of the things that happened during this holiday so i'll cut a long story short.
truly indeed, this holiday is quite boring and i spent most of my time rotting at home~
intend to go for swimming and build up my muscle but the weather have been very bad.
especially the day we celebrated LiFen's birthday.
its was a heavy pour and is my first time standing and waiting for bus in that kind of tsunami weather!
anyway, really did enjoyed myself during her birthday :)
although some unpleasant stuff happened, but let bygones be bygones, ya?
well i shall upload the photos to cut short the story.
watched Clash of the Titans, a midnight show along with mom and sis and their friend/boyfriend.
hm, about the movie, other than the Medusa scene, the rest was just alright~~
i realised i just cant live without movies, they are part of my main entertainments now.
of course, along with foods will be great.
but nothing beats the pair of Oreo and Baileys XD
okay, is time to sleep now.
i can really fall asleep when the moment i close my eye, hope so.
see everyone tomorrow.
Today's Mood: Sleepy!
SignOff: 10.08Pm
